What Should I Do from Now on?

What should I do from now on?

Nobody knows what’s deep in my heart

I’m just acting cool and calm when actually my heart is in chaos

I smile and laugh eventhough I cry inside

I’m just pretending to be strong as if nothing happened

Now I just can ask you,

“What I’m supposed to do once you’ll have gone?”

I can’t believe that you’ll leave me for real

I wish that I was dreaming and when I woke up, you’d be here

Sunday, November 25th, 2012 (22:30 Surabaya)